now that its getting later in the year, and the sun is rising later and the weather is threatening to get worse, i really am becoming less and less satisfied with this job

i have to get up before the sun rises, and i have to be outside in the elements for an hour or more to get to work each morning. i’m not looking forward to being outside in the actual dark once winter gets here.

between that, and the fact that i never know how long my days are going to be, i feel like this job is spreading me too thin. it’s an unpredictable physical and emotional drain.

but at the same time i feel like i don’t have the right to feel this way; i’ve only been working there for two months.

i guess sometimes you only find out a job isn’t right for you when you actually start, but, i dont know.