im so tired

im so tired of having to run every decision i make past my dad

i’m so tired of him injecting himself into my choices, berating belittling and ignoring my opinions and desires, and then insisting that i listen to him and do what he says

and then when it gets close to time to make an ACTUAL decision he shuts everything down and blocks all progress

i’m sick of it

i’m so sick of it that i’m strongly tempted to just buy ANY car and ignore his fucking advice entirely, but i know that would fuck me over

i dont know enough about cars to know if i’d be making a good decision or not and his advice exclusively hurts my confidence

i just dont know what to do anymore and thats ALWAYS what happens when he’s involved

a couple times now, i’ve seen some headline about Syndrome from The Incredibles is the “ultimate cautionary tale of toxic fandom” or w/e, and it’s annoying but i didnt rly think about it much

and just now i saw a comment responding to it, just saying “never heard of Misery, huh?”

and honestly that is cracking me the fuck up lmfao