every time i talk about getting a job, my dad says things about how he doesnt want me to have to work, and how i should be my own boss, etc etc

and like, yes, i’d LOVE to not have to work. i’d LOVE to make a living without having to rely on or follow the orders of anyone else. but right now, i can’t.

i can’t make money by being on my own. i sell things on redbubble, yes, but that’s nowhere near a living wage. thats 20 bucks max on a REALLY GOOD month, but typically anywhere between 1 and 7 dollars.

not to mention, i need to get over my anxiety. i’m too afraid of dealing with other people, and it’s negatively affecting my life. i need to force myself past that eventually

i think i’m gonna spend some time trying not to think about my dad

it stresses me out and makes me panic so now that i’m finally home and away from all of that, i just want to lay in my cozy bed and fucking relax

god im honestly so happy to be home

it’s quiet

there’s food in the house

no alcohol or wildly depressing talk

i miss my friends but right now im relieved

bonnieventure:

hey!! so i made kind of a combo of those ‘send a letter and number…’ expression n pose drawing prompt memes, and just in general chara / oc outfit ask box drawing memes…but visualized! i thought it’d be fun if there was a sheet like that, but with fun cosplay n outfits. as a note, it doesn’t have to be exactly the same as shown, it can just be a general jumpin off prompt if you’d like! go wild with ur outfit design!!!

if you wanna use this elsewhere besides tblr, please feel free to repost on twit, insta, etc. all i ask is if you could link back to me, thank you :~) and of course, if you do it i would love to see your results!