reireithesmilefaerie replied to your post: “negativity under the cut can i please just get over my hatred…”:

I love you a lot. And I’m so sorry this is what the outcome has been for you. 😦 if there’s anything I can do to help. Please lemme know. Idk why but my brain keeps going to me getting drunk and hanging with you to show you a less ridiculous brand of drunk ™

thank you, i love you too. honestly i feel like flood therapy or something is my best option but i’m scared i’ll get overwhelmed and make it a big thing, or even worse, get overwhelmed and then just sit here stewing in being angry and making everyone around me feel shitty

more than anything else i REALLY dont want to ruin anyone’s good time bcus of my personal problems

Yo. What are you interested in doing?

like, honestly? i don’t know. 

Most of the jobs I’ve been applying to have been bussers or dishwashers, stuff like that because i know it’s something i can do, and i know i’ll have less customer interaction in those positions than if i were to be a straight-up server or a cashier. plus, cleaning is something i kinda like doing, so wiping down tables and cleaning dishes sounds like something i could handle without being miserable. i think i’d like to be a cook or baker too, but i don’t have anywhere near enough experience. i’ve applied to some bakery assistant positions but those never got back to me

but i’ve also applied to some local pet daycares too, because that sounds like it would be nice. obviously i’d have to clean up dog shit and everything, but taking care of animals appeals to me. if i had a car i’d probably have applied for tons of dog-walking positions too, but those all outright say you need your own car to qualify.

i really wish i had a more obvious, like…passion, lmfao

reireithesmilefaerie replied to your post: “this job listing sounds sketchy as fuck 18.50/hour, and the website is…”:

They are 9 times out of 10 pyramid schemes

shimozu replied to your post: “this job listing sounds sketchy as fuck 18.50/hour, and the website is…”:

Yeah either’s a a pyramid scheme or just straight up trafficking… please be careful

Oh don’t worry I am 100% not even applying to this one lmfao

the only actual information about the position that the listing gives is “customer service” so like, even if it’s an entirely wholesome position, I don’t think I want to be in customer service

i’m better off hoping for a grocery bagging position at safeway